Friday, March 2, 2012

Dear embies...

I'm sorry that I couldn't do anything to help you stick. I wanted so badly to see my belly grow with the two of you in it.


Thanks for your prayers friends. Ryan and I had a good cry about this failed in vitro cycle, but I feel like we're doing better with the heartache than I thought we would. God is still good, and we are still trusting that His plan is bigger than our own. <3

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  1. I'm so sorry friend :( I know in my heart that He has a much greater plan for you two than any of us could imagine, and you continue to inspire me with your patience and faith. Love you <3

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  2. Psalm 34:18 The Lord is close to the brokenhearted and saves those who are crushed in spirit.

    You are so strong, beautiful and amazing Denay. I admire you beyond words can express. So much love, thoughts and prayers to you guys {{hugs}}

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  3. Oh no, so sorry to hear that. I had hoped your absence was coming because of good news, not heartbreak, thinking of you and hoping you have the strength to keep trying!! Xoxo

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    1. Thanks Lindsay, we've got one more embie, so we're going to try one more time.

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  4. But it hasn't been a full 2 weeks!!! Maybe your body hasn't registered the fact that you might be pregnant?

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    1. I wish that was the case! The 2 week wait is based on how old the embryos would be. So for a natural cycle, you would be correct, it was not 2 weeks from ovulation. However, I tested 10 days after transfer, and my embies were 4 days old when we transferred them = 14 days.

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  5. Through all the high hopes and disappointments, I praise God that you are continuing to trust Him and His good plan for your family. Your story so far is full of faith in the midst of trial. Your faith may seem weak and small at times, but it is clear you trust in a strong and big God. Love you!

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  6. This breaks my heart Denay. You are super strong woman and know you are in my thoughts and prayers. Lots of hugs.

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    1. ::big hug:: Thanks hon. I know you've probably got your hands full these days with your little guy, and I'm thankful that you still make time to pop in on me. :)

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  7. God is faithful even in our most heart-wrenching trials. You guys are so strong and we are so grateful to witness your unwavering faith as God leads you through this trial. You two will remain in our prayers, and I pray that through all of this- God is glorified. Love you!

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    1. I don't feel strong! lol. But God is sustaining me in my weakness and in that I can rejoice. Thanks for always being encouraging Mary. :)

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